When is the last time I got excited about words I did not know? When I was with Matt last at The Bitter End. I think I was on break then.. jeez. I am really not seeing much of him. I did see him in ti kwon do yesterday and that is probably an event that was nice for both of us.
Why do I keep gettin g disctracted onto facebook? There must be something there I need.. right? Get ready for this week... Saveth at pot for when I need it.. must do that. must not rely on anything external. I rely on healthy food .....when I stop honoring its power is when it becomes "wrong". It is how I look at them that determines their value? I think it is. How am I using this time well? I am thinking about why I am doing so poorly in school. I think the issue is that I have never really studied the way this Islam and Eberle experience is asking me to.
She is a really awesome person. the fact that my voice has always worked around her (basically) is quite the sign. She is looking for a mysterious answer, THINKS well of me and thus influences the way the thoughts about myself go.
Wow. So the places I put myself into have an affect on me.
the library was a good spot to go.. don't know what happened to Matt... thinking maybe I should let that relationship go? I just don't know... hope he calls?
Dad will probably call . he wants me to call him. He might have some words I need. . . . doing some studying stuff. Islam? Words.. get excited about words first..
maybe it was one week
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